Here we go again

I am so sick of weight. and what it represents. Out of control. I want to organize my life, which starts with stuff, so much stuff, whick will help with the money and the weight. I believe they are all intertwined. I am not giving up this time, I am giving in, Giving in that I have no control but am giving in which means I have to give in that they are all connected and with help this will be the year of success. I am going to succeed.