Time to rejoice

Its time to rejoice and have some fun and to absolutely forget about dying. I have been having these thoughts that I am going to die, yea I know I eventually will but dying soon. That is so crazy. What a waste, its time to live. What do I want to do? Who knows. I know I want to absolutely spend much more time with my grandbabies, I really want to get sewing and learn more skills, get organized so I am not so overwhelmed. Have fun fun fun. I don't laugh enough. The programs I watch are dark. Why do I watch that stuff? Its a fascination of the psyche, but I got to laugh more. So what makes me laugh, my grandkids, my dog. Oh I don't know. But damn it I am going to find out.