I saw my dentist and he made me happy

A dentist made me happy. Now that doesn't make sense does it. Well he gives me a little gas and I am fine. I relax and he does what he needs to do. And I don't care. The time goes by quickly. Art is very professional and takes care of his patients. He loves his work and he understands the stress of going to the dentist. He says when he goes to the dentist, he also wants a little gas to relax. He told me today thatmedical people are usually the worst. That makes me laugh. I wonder why no other dentist in all the years I have gone, didn't ever offer me gas. Well I am glad I have it now. It works and not so stressful on going to the dentist.

Thanks Artie

Spring is on its way yea!!

I look outside and see green. It makes me happy. I love green. Its very soothing. Ok maybe I should paint my room a green soothing color. I don't like brown. Thats it I just don't like it. Bland bland bland. No life. I am ready for life, sun, color, fresh smell. When I see it all I see hope. Today I feel hopefull. I got a nice compliment from a customer. That made me feel good. It helps. There are days when I can't take one more complaint or someone yellling at me but its not me. Its the situation.But its almost spring. New beginnings. Yea. I am doing Easter and happy about it. Any chance to see my babies. They make me smile

Spring a new beginning. I hope so

What a beautiful day. Sunny outside and warm outside. We all know hate housework. I did some cleaning today. My bedroom and bathroom looks good. I vacuumed. I dyed my hair. Ye ha. My hair is getting longer and I think I like it. I still have to wax but I am not in the mood. I bought some Advil pm so hopefully I will sleep tonight. I am tired now.

I will be having Easter here this year. It won't be fancy but it should be fun with the kids. Hopefully we can have an Easte Egg Hunt an kids playing together. I love spring.

God are you there? Can I talk to you?

Dear God,

Have you been around? Are you working with someone else or are you sending things our way to see if we have the right stuff. Ok, I know I as a parent have made mistakes but how long does my family have to pay for it. You know Joe, we didn't think Heather would be sent to jail. Joe doesn't do too well by himself. He really wants to be a good dad. He wants to have his children with him. But he keeps losing his jobs because of the economy. Can you give him a break. I am counting on you to provide a job for him, money to take care of his family, a home for his family, and somehow Heather. Is that too much to expect. I don't think so. When I say money I mean enough to take care of his needs. Housing, food, bills paid including insurance health and car. Come on God you are bigger than all of us and all of this. I counted on you to make this right for Joe and his family. The family for him includes Heather, Hannah, Taylor, and Anna, Blake and Cole. I don't understand why its so hard for him. So God where are you? I need to know that you are going to take care of my kids. How many men who are divorced work as hard as he has to take care of his kids. Well come on he wants to be bad a good day.

I count on you so please give Joe a break. I don't know how much more he can take. His name is not Job but Joe and he is only 29.

I am pretty much begging you to give Joe what he needs, job, money, home, Heather. So come on do your job and give him these things.

While we are at it. Give Neil a great job that pays him $200K, I want $50K and I want this thing with Chris to go away. You are bigger than all of us so I expect big things from you.

Ok I am still begging. Please God?

Neil and I are making $250k per year

I am so thrilled that Neil and I are making enough money to take care of our family. Joe at this time knows that we can take of him if it needs to be done. The bills are taken care of. We are able to go to Disney World with our family. We are able to pay for it. We are able to gve them wonderful memories. Neil has a wonderful job that pays him well and he is appreciated. I have a wonderful job that pays me well and love. I am appreciated and I am doing a damn good job.

We are grateful

A life, my hours have changed...for now anyhow

I got a call today from my boss. Yahoo, I will be working from 9:30-6:00 beginning tomorrow. What does that mean for me? Well, dinner with Neil. Going out after work,maybe a quilting class, shows, drinks with Neil and maybe others. Hopefully. It will be light soon after work. Sitting outside. I am so excited. It sounds nuts but no more working till 8.

Is there a con for this yep but I will live with it. I will miss hours when I have to see a doctor. Oh well, thats life.

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Why does space and exploring space excite me.

Tonight is we watched going to the moon in 1969. Watching it was exciting. I remember watching it and getting excited. I don't remember the last time this country was excited about much of anything. It seems for so long we have been talking about negative issues. The economy is awful, war is all around us, health care or lack of it, horrible housing situations. I don't know how long it can go on. We need to look at something that is extraordinary. Back in 69 it was walking on the moon. Today I don't know. But we need this. We need hope. We need dreams. We need to get our imaginations excited.Plus we need to see all this happen. We need the possibilities and see the possibilities realized